For most of my life I have struggled to find my place in this world.
I was born in Conway, Arkansas a small bedroom community 30 minutes northwest of the state capitol in Little Rock.
I never asked to be born here and maybe that was the problem or maybe it was being a child of divorced parents and not being able to cope with the trauma I suffered at the age of five.
Who knows? Honestly, all I know is for much of my life I either tried to hard to be friends with those who I felt had lifestyles well beyond mine or I isolated myself from the world.
Well, all that stops now.
It time to go big or go home, wherever the hell that is.